Sorry sorry for the silence. First: Happy New Year. May 2022 be better. May your appetites be whetter. And may you find the right words. Visit somewhere new. May your skies be blue. And your bookshelves heavy; your shoes comfortable.
I have been deep in Rajasthan with limited Internet connectivity, but should be properly back in action by late next week.
In the meantime here is a poem by Christian Wiman. It’s called : All My Friends Are Finding New Beliefs and is as apposite hymn for our times as can be.
All my friends are finding new beliefs.
This one converts to Catholicism and this one to trees.
In a highly literary and hitherto religiously-indifferent Jew
God whomps on like a genetic generator.
Paleo, Keto, Zone, South Beach, Bourbon.
Exercise regimens so extreme she merges with machine.
One man marries a woman twenty years younger
and twice in one brunch uses the word verdant;
another’s brick-fisted belligerence gentles
into dementia, and one, after a decade of finical feints and teases
like a sandpiper at the edge of the sea,
decides to die.
Priesthoods and beasthoods, sombers and glees,
high-styled renunciations and avocations of dirt,
sobrieties, satieties, pilgrimages to the very bowels of being ...
All my friends are finding new beliefs
and I am finding it harder and harder to keep track
of the new gods and the new loves,
and the old gods and the old loves,
and the days have daggers, and the mirrors motives,
and the planet’s turning faster and faster in the blackness,
and my nights, and my doubts, and my friends,
my beautiful, credible friends.
Good morning Pallavi! It’s early in the morning in Berlin. This Sunday is a bit gloomy. I am a practicing radio oncologist and happen to be an Iyer born, too.
I love reading your letters, such a treat and so many words to reflect upon. Please do keep writing.
I am happy to have found you!
Thank you and happy new year!
Geetha Sreenivasa